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Saturday, February 4, 2012 @ 1:13 AM I love singing to songs, even if I suck at singing, I'd be damned if I don't admit singing songs makes me happy!
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Sunday, December 11, 2011 @ 10:36 PM I know, a guy is not meant to feel insecure. Perhaps insecurity is the wrong word to describe how I am feeling right now. Maybe someone can enlighten me.
Ever feel like anything you do may cause repercussions - little things like your friend's affection (is that even the correct word?) slowly corroding day by day, with every little action you do, until they finally realize that after all, they hate you? I don't deny - that is one of my greatest fears. Maybe it was caused by things experienced while I was growing up. Come to think of it, it is caused by that incident. Man, wish I was wise like I am *cough*. Anyways, am I oversensitive? Whenever one of my friends do something - anything - out of the ordinary, or display negative signs of emotions; whether directed or not directed at me, I can't help but have this nagging feeling that it's caused by me. Maybe it's me, maybe it's not. I just can't help but feel that it is caused by me, and I hate this. Wish people would just say they dislike me outright in my face, at least I won't have to guess. Damned, that previous sentence made me sound so... fragile. Meh, I believe I have more people that like me than people that dislike me, so I should be good. I hope. The English language have a word to describe people like me, (yup you guessed it!) narcissistic! Because of this, I try to limit what I actually want to do or say, and try to be less of who I am. But no longer, fuck this shit, cause I am who I am (love this phrase). No longer will my actions be governed by what I think are the repercussions, I will do what I want to do; say what I want to say; feel how I want to feel. (Though, a modicum of thought will probably still govern what I do, just not as much.) Live life loud! (Heh, typing this out actually made me feel better. A therapeutic post, indeed.) PS: Wish I could make this blog private - I know how, but I just can't do it. I like to peek into other people's life happenings, and I like others to peek into mine (weird, I know). That restricts me though, some truly private things just can't be posted here. Goddamned it; am I destined to start a diary?! Wednesday, November 23, 2011 @ 6:19 PM eh, just go with it.
is it safe yet? safe yet?!?
@ 12:55 AM hehehe don't think anyone reads this anymore so should be safe to post what i feel like posting. Should make this blog private but damned I can't do it I need to expose myself cause I am narcissistic. That word is an interesting word.
Narcissism is a term with a wide range of meanings, depending on whether it is used to describe a central concept of psychoanalytic theory, a mental illness, a social or cultural problem, or simply a personality trait. Except in the sense of primary narcissism or healthy self-love, "narcissism" usually is used to describe some kind of problem in a person or group's relationships with self and others. In everyday speech, "narcissism" often means inflated self-importance, egotism, vanity, conceit, or simple selfishness. Applied to a social group, it is sometimes used to denote elitism or an indifference to the plight of others. In psychology, the term is used to describe both normal self-love and unhealthy self-absorption due to a disturbance in the sense of self.
That is from the wiki, and it somehow relates with me. lol. Alright, back to the main point.
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So, school has had been great recently, -snip-
Life goes on, and I remembered one of my life mottoes (which admittedly I don't practice much anymore cause I'm somehow turning into an introvert);
live life loud.
ps: if anyone sees this post and confronts me about it, I am going to deny everything. DENY. EVERYTHING. Blogging is for pussies. pps: still not safe enough ;) Live life loud,
Wednesday, October 20, 2010 @ 1:17 AM we're gonna shake things up. So yea, pretty long since I last blogged (does this even count as blogging?!) so I'm going to attempt to type something remotely legible out. Can't sleep anyways, I'm trying EXTREMELY hard to set my body clock back to pre-secondary school times (but to no avail -.-) So... what's up. I just say I wasted my holidays away because no one wanted to go out with me :( (JC KEEDZ! /hearts (Pretty retarded blogger doesn't allow you to post a less than 3 sign -.-)) Last week of the holidays was awesome though, met up with my beloveds! Wish stuff that happened during the last week was evenly spread out during the holidays though. The only form of human contact during the first few weeks was like only with the coffee shop aunty/uncle LIKE WHAT THE SHIT! (Ok abit exaggeration also got go out... like once per two weeks BUT STILL.) Last week had BUFFET, CAMP (not that fun because kena alot of shit BUT STILL GOOD ENOUGH!), Pinin's birthday! And.... school started :(. BSTATS SUCKS I TELL YOU. IT SUCKS SO HARD. IT'S NOT EVEN HARD THE LECTURER IS A BORING LITTLE ENGINEERING DOCTORATE HOLDING LITTLE OLDISH GUY. FFS HE'S ALMOST COMPARABLE TO THE OTHER BORING LITTLE OLD GUY CALLED LAI WOH CHIONG CAN. /endrant. No wonder so many people buang bstats. Too boring already. Then there's MOB. SERIOUSLY?! WE HAVE TO LEARN ABOUT ORGANISATION BEHAVIOURS?!?!?!!?!? Fair enough, might prove useful... and there's there's.... ONOW. JESUS CHRIST ON THE MOON. THAT IS THE MOST RETARDED MODULE EVER. I HOPE I MEET SOME AMAZING PEOPLE THAT DON'T DIE AFTER WE VISIT THEM MAKING ME EMO FOR A WEEK. I HATE THESE THINGS HAPPENING SERIOUSLY. /endrant again. Ah well, just have to accept these, and pwn anything that comes in my way. Looking on the bright side at least I don't have PW and I&R and WR and whatever nonsense the JC keedz have to tahan. Hehehehehe. Also heng I go into SP, so many wonderful people! Been so long since I type so much stuff I shall copy it onto my real blog because it's looking naked there LIVE LIFE LOUD! LOL DAMNED FUNNY
Thursday, July 29, 2010 @ 2:03 PM Jeremy stalking Zinc and failed.
Shuting making fan blog for me. YAY!! Want go see ah! :D:D http://www.karruithehandsome.blogspot.com They put damned much effort in it sia MUST GO SEE!!! SPONGEBOB SOMEMORE! SPONGEBOB IS AWESOME. Go see ah! DAMNED FUNNY TODAYYYYY AWESOME SAUCE!! Tzeying's secret blog: www.teotzeying.blogspot.com Shuting's secret blog: www.shutingchiobu.blogspot.com MUST VISIT FUNNY SHIT. HAHAHA Finally a new blog post! :D
Sunday, July 25, 2010 @ 2:12 PM EPIC HAPPENINGS THIS WEEK. STARTING FROM WEDNESDAY.
Anyways, after FoM presentation, Jer and Bran (omg lazy type full name la, yet I lazy enough to type this long thing LOL) and HQ and I was supposed to watch movie. So I go home first take my skates. Then come to Cineleisure meet them liow then they say OMG WE NOT WATCHING EARLY ONE LEH ALL EARLY ONES SOLD OUT. Then I was like OMGWTFBBQ DID I BRING MY SKATES FOR. AH WELL CAN LOOK COOL. LOL. So yea, thank god for iPhone can check timing one. So we found out that Tiong Bahru got one 8.45 slot for Inception. So we stone and talk about what guys usually talk about (HAHA MEL YOU KNOW WHAT GUYS TALK ABOUT!) and suddenly…. Bran: Jeremy. You Indian right? Can take spicy food right? COME EAT THIS! -hands Jer crabmeat stuffed with chili padi- Jer: What’s inside? -looks in the crabmeat- Chehhhh, chili padi nia. Bran: Eat la, I thought you Indian? Then convo started again, bla bla bla guy talk bla bla bla, then suddenly Jeremy picked up the crabmeat and ate it. Everyone stun. Then he was like okay okay, then talk halfway about his religion he suddenly cry. And blush. And ran to drink stall to buy mineral water. The rest of the guys ALL LAUGHING LIKE THEIR BALLS FELL OUT. Damned funny, seriously. Anyways, so time just nice go watch Inception lor. Very nice movie, not as nice as She’s Out Of My League. SOOML best movie ever I swear. Hahah. So next day… Jeremy didn’t come to school. He diarrhea. HAHAHAHA. So after school… nothing do again. So went to watch Inception with the girls…. AGAIN. Like that lor, girls say not nice, average only. Shuting even fall asleep in the movie sia! Then Friday came… was prepared to go skates. Was ALREADY skating liow. Then got some ppl tell me come N2D thingy in Xinmin. So I went LOL. Then tio chased out at like 10.30 or something. I forgot. WHICH SCHOOL CHASES OUT THEIR ALUMNI D:. So Chua slept over at my house. He play dota I sleep. Dota noobz. Next day we wake up lor. I woke at like 7.30 preparing to bathe and stuff and leave house at 8 so we can reach the National Library at like 9. Then I bathe come out liow see Chua still sleeping. Then do stuff until 9.00 then leave. Procrastination win. So we reached NL at 10 sharp sadly on time, met up with Mel and Pinin then study. AND OMG 7TH FLOOR YOU CANNOT BRING NOTES IN. SO I DID ECONS WITHOUT NOTES. POA I CANNOT DO WITHOUT MY TEXTBOOK (omg End of Sem GG) so I stone. After that we go have lunch lor. Then perma stay at McDonald’s study until 3. Then chua left and the girls and I went shopping /hearts (why blogger cannot less than three -.-) Bought two more topman shirts. The girls say 29 for two cheap cheap and I whatever go buy LOL. Then went to Far East, but Pinin cannot find what she wanted to look for. Ended up I was the only one who bought ANYTHING. Anyways we go eat Pastamania then after that got awesome talks. The end. WHAT AWESOME TALKS? ASK MEL. OR PININ. HAHAHA. Oi this blog not dead hor!
Monday, July 5, 2010 @ 12:34 PM Yes, your eyes are not lying. This blog ain't dead! Just move to like another site like Tumblr for awhile since blogger abit hard to maintain. Abit hard only.
New URL: hahayouhairyposer.tumblr.com Cool name right. YEA LA WILL UPDATE THIS BLOG WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT. But tumblr really so much more easier. Got iPhone app somemore!! Toodles and I <3 you all. |
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